I can't trust closest friend,but i can trust my friends.You want know what does this mean?You know i created a picture named the bottemless pit?Do you know i finally found out who was the real backstabber,betrayer? You want to know something i learnt?You know why i cant trust my closest friend?Yet trust someone who i fought loads of times with?You want to know why I'm writing this?You know i can even trust someone who i became friends with in audtion then trust my closest friend?Do you know that,all my closest friend did was backstab me?You knw what caused me to break a perfectly good friendship?You want to know ifyour closest friend ever lied to you or gossiped about you?You want to know that your closest friend actually asked why you could befriend a girl she hate then she befriend her now?You want to know why that bitch is so irratating?You want to know why????????????????????????????Why i asked so many questions?
Last year it wanst a who who broke my prfectly good friendsip it was about copying.THis year two person broke my absolutely good friendship.N and J.(PS Bet not you,i justwant you to read this.)This time is so not about copying is about we re too diffrent does that mean that i have to copy her?Maybe 'shes' right.Maybe that bitchy disgusting J is the perect fit for the backstabber N.Bet remember when you and N were gossipingabout me?I did not actually know that.Cos i saw N alway like restless dont talk to me so i got curious.Just one guess i pretended that i knew you and N were gossiping about me i told her you told everything to me.Sorry but thats the only way.She said yarh its the truth.I cant belive it you know?Then i pretended to be very happy.Bet i really think both of us have the same' charateristic' I mean both of us you know is like above ave in sports then N doesnt like to play sports.I mean to me i really prefer you to N.I dont really think we shldyou know 'fight' over anything at all.Okay to tell the truth during Kidergardent i really did not see you before only in those mgazines that they always give at the end of the year.LOL not the sbject.The whole day N aways asked me why i befriend J then now its her turn.I am not angry about that is just that,she belives whatever J says and starts to gossip about me and you know during chinese class she was like another person.She was damn freaking rude,even ruder the me last year in chinese class XD.She broke my glasses about a month ago i never tellme parents you know?I was damn freaking angry with her so i said she has to pay for it.Then she say this:like real,if so cal your parents to talk to me lah.Soi said okay right,i said on this sat(which is today)come and see my parents,she sa cannot she would be out and guessed hat?She online msn -.- such a big fat bluffer.And you know what we were like erm friends agan right.Then she started to ask J and Me to go tothe counseler with her.I said no right(i think they fake onenever even go lah...)then after that day she damn freaking changed again.Like i said something bad about her ..but i didnt.Obviously is J whois telling her all these rumors.Then Jmade a blogsaid she hate me and N right?Then she said she like N.And then block the blog.I told N that N said that it was Kevin who made the blog so its not J faults.I trust Kevin and belive he will never tell a lie.I can more or then belive it was Jamie co the blogskin is very pathetic looking,pink with a Big bunny rabbit girl ontop.Bet i dont know who started the gossiping,oh yarh N also said i gossiped about
you!@!!I was freaking angry i said i never even gossip about you.I have time dont do other things ah must gossip...Remember i think is you and Afifah gossip about N or someone i was like not active .Yarh really i dont belive any gossip unless i see it with my own eyes.I thought i could belive N but i'm so wron you know what she said?Because i left you and go friend J then you scold me.i htink something like that at her blog cbox.BUt truely i never even type in her cbox.i think is J though.Then J created this SACPS person and think i cant find out who is it can see IPP add one what.Bet can you tell me the truth in MSN?Ijust want to know what you and N said about me and who tarted it.Because i have a feeling tis N s not her real self yet.You will not know looks innocent but is not.Same goes t this idiom:Dont judge a book by its cover i so agree with it.I cant withstand this already,i really cant wait to get out of this school.You know N when Ivena Jia Min and Wesgie askedme why you and J are always together?I helped you you know?I said it was J who dragged you over.You just cant drop off her. said you were freaking faking to befriend J but ivena and Jia Min said:i dont think so lh they look so happy.I said nothing but no yo are just faking.I always help you to cover up.When Bet was talking about you copying last time i said no words but just.Yarh she copy you to want to learn Hip hop.I just said a little things.I cant even think about it.I just lay there swinging and listening to Bet.why i the world hve such a person like you that like to gossip.I cant even count how many times you have gossipped.N you are not unpredictable but unsocialable unresonable.Maybe coun that i am really unlucky in having you as a friend.When Yao Ru pays with you pencil box i hi him for you an got hit back whileyou are unhurt.when someone tease you i scolded them and get nothing back but them shouting at me.I just wishd you were not in this world.I wished you just die and shoos off. I just wish i could pick you up and put you in another world.I wished i never had seen you before and nver would i want to be.Everytime i helped yu and protected you from being bullied igot nothing back.Not even a thanks most of th time.I only got back scolding,beating,shouting,spitting from the person i 'protected' you from. You know everybody said that you were very clumsy oily?I told them so what?Its you what?Is there a problem?I told them you were very special.Which actually means specially bithcy.Yarh you are right.Maybe this shoudl not have started.Maybe i should just be alone.You will regret N.Belive me someday......
Enough of beig angry.Today my parents after hearin N not coming decided to go to Malaysia earlier so they are gone.Bet oh yarh i kow that you said i stole your ditionary.I really swear i never.I mean why would i steal yours i have one myself.and if i stole yours mine is already spoiled but i bought a new one for...?Enough!!!of talking XD Nice DP i have there huh?Its really my box of bottomless pit.:SHaha i ate MAc today.Talk to Yao Ru.Erm and My audi friend and later eating Maggi Mee the korea one!!Woot!XDKays byes then i go watch ToGetHer.
